Candy Coated Dreams

hey.. i tired...me really tired...AWWWWW

Meanwhile in the life of Chanda, I've decided after some deliberation to move out of my mother's house. The relationship between me and her has deteriorated and I've decided enough is enough.

I've decided that having my own cell number is a must. It really is. Yay me.

I got my tattoo today. Its an anigram. It spells one thing, facing up, but flipping it upside-down it spells something else entirely different.

Mine has the word "Choice". It spells "Destiny" upside-down. Its on my wrist. It hurt like hell, but i think it was worth it.

Why these words, you ask??

A long time ago my dad told me something important. He said that our choices led us to our destinies. But we cannot be ruled by those choices. Instead we make them, then look forward to what happens next, without hesitation.

I didn't understand these words, but i do now, and i felt that those words were the most appropriate to be drawn in.

I have an eye doctors appointment.

I'm really dreading this visit.

The last time i went, my doctor said that it was likely i could loose my sight. But he wasn't certain. So tests were done, and meds were administered, my eyes got a little better. But i still have to go back, and i'm really Terrified of what he could say. My mom thinks that i'm just being silly and that i need to mature up and go, but i don't want to hear the magic words:

"I'm sorry but you're going to loose your sight, the treatment wasn't successful."

Hmmmm...

Tomorrow i have decided to get my first tattoo..

I'm really excited. I can't wait. A friend is doing it for me. It should look awesome. I'm getting it on my wrist. Its the one place i can think of that won't sag. I hope.

YAYYYY

I gotta twitter. I'm not sure what to do with it. Any ideas??

Hey. I got a new puppy. Her name is Lulu. She's an Australian Shepard/Lab mix. She's SOO CUTE!!! According to her Paws, she's gonna be huge. But i love her already. I've had her for like 3 days and she's like my baby. She's asleep right now. I've realized that Lulu is like me in some ways. Here's a good example. Lulu will do what i will. She will Play and Play and Play until she gets tired, and then she'll just sit and fall on the floor and sleep.

I think its so adorable. And she's well trained. She knows to go outside an do her business. And she's not that mischievous. She's a calm, sweet dog. And she knows it. And She knows we know that.. Its adorable.

I'm investing in a doggie bed. She's been sleeping on the floor beside my bed. So i figure if i get one and put it near the bed, she'll sleep on it.

Lulu follows me around. She's like the world's worse homing pigeon.. Awww...She's sooo cute.. Oh God. Ok... Sorry.

Got to Run now.. Bye Bye

helpppppp meeeee....

ok.. don't help me.... i'm ok.

i'm being attacked by horny boyfriend..

All that.. Plus a Cemetery.. and 2 zombies... And my mother.. HA

Hey there. Today was not a good day. I'm tired and in serious need of a hug..
:(

I feel horrible. My head hurts and it hurts to breathe through my nose.

OWwww

Monkeys suck. I'm watching Die Hard. Wow. I haven't seen that in a while. Go Figure. Hmmm... Post Later.

My favorite one was East of the Son and West of the Moon.. Its a fairy tale i used to read as a kid. I still love reading it. :)

I just got off work. I smell.. Like chicken...Unfortunately i can't change that smell so i'm going to have to live with it. AWWWWW.. this sucks.. all well.

Meanwhile. I think i swallowed a bug.. Awww.. I hate bugs.. well the itty bitty ones anyway....

BBS..
(Be Back Soon)

i got a pocket knife. A brand new, sharp as hell, pocket knife. Woooo.. Yay..

I rock.

Hmmmmm... Thats a good question. I do believe that being promiscuous is not a good thing.

However, this depends on who you are. Personally, i do believe that having only one is better than having three. I mean, someone is bound to feel like they aren't getting attention or something.

Hey there. I'm going to start posting more. I think it would be better for me. Why?? Cause there are some things i need to get out and i just don't know how except for this journal.

My boyfriend got a job. Yay for him. But I'm kinda worried. I think his job might be a scam but i'm not sure. He works for this company called Vector Marketing. I think everyone that comes out of high school gets the letters saying that they were interested in them and stuff like that. I got one. I'm doing research on it, but I'm really kinda worried. Most of the sites i look at are saying that its a scam. I'm not sure what to believe.

Apparently this company got sued twice in 15 years for unethical employment practices. Petition Online has an petition going on to stop Vector for crying out loud. According to Scam.com, students make way less then what they are told. I'm not sure what to believe. I don't want danny getting into something he shouldn't.

If anyone knows what the truth about this Vector Company, I would love to hear it.

Hey there. I'm posting cause i can. Woo...

Hello World,

I'm baack,as the case would be.

I found out something important. Christian Bale played Howl in Howl's Moving Castle. I didn't Know That.